I get irritated when

H:

• he does not reply to my SMS
• he sends small replies to my long emails
• he doesnt eat
• he forgets the important dates
• he expects me to be patient
• he doesnt give me my birthday present
• he doesnt call back
• he cries
• he doesnt understand me
• he has no expectations from me
• he behaves all  so modest
• Alot of other things which i’ll have to think about

A:

• she thinks i have free SMS
• she communicates through emails and not through phone calls
• she blackmails me when i dont eat

I hate it list

After a heated fight we created a “I hate it” list.

The list goes as follows:

ME:

· I hate fighting with u.

· I hate when I hurt u.

· I hate when u r sad.

· I hate when u don’t sleep.

· I hate when u cry.

· I hate when I disappoint u.

· I hate when I don’t know who is right and who is wrong

· I hate it when you irritate me.

· I hate it when I feel irritated by u.

· I hate it when u misunderstand me

· I hate it when I misunderstand u.

· I hate I when  we r not happy

· I hate it when we don’t sleep due to stress

· I hate it when u don’t reply soon

· HIM: I hate it when u expect a soon reply from me

· ME:I hate it when u don’t pick my calls

· HIM:  I hate it when u get high phone bills

· ME:  I hate it that u forget this fact at 2 in the night.

· HIM: I hate it when u remember about high phone bills only in the night

· ME:  hahahha. I hate it when u don’t laugh.

· HIM: I hate it when u expect me to laugh in front of my mom who will think I’m mad.

· ME:  I hate it when u don’t check ure mail when I send u my photo.
I hate it that ure mom loves u more than I do…
and I hate it that she gets to stare at u so much

· HIM:  I hate it when you don update the blog which u told u would update every day.
I hate it when u stop being possessive about me

· Me:  I hate it when I don’t keep promises

· HIM:  I hate to remind u of ur promises

· ME:  I hate it when I disappoint u.
I hate it that I have only 10 posts on our love blog

· HIM:  I hate to tell u that u have never disappointed me

· ME:  I hate it when u lie about my looks

· HIM: I hate it when u think I lie about your looks

· ME:  I hate it when u think I love my friends more than I love u
I hate being such a kiddo in front of u

· HIM: I hate it when you are not yourself. muahhhhh

· ME: I hate hating you. Muahhhhh

Stuck in my Heart

Can’t you tell
you’ve been all over me like a spell – I know
(I never wanna let you go)

Can’t you see
you’ve been changing the world around me – I know
(I never wanna let you go)

If you hold me close enough
I can whisper you the words
If the distance is to far
I can’t do nothing, cuz

You are stuck in my heart
and we can go anywhere
whatever the reason you are
so stuck in my heart
like counting a million stars
for that many reasons you are

Can’t deny
since I met you that day I’ve been blind – to see
(Now I wanna know for real)

Inside me
I’m afraid to wake up from a dream – and see
(It never really happen to me)

If you hold me close enough
I can whisper you the words
If the distance is to far
I can’t do nothing, cuz

You are stuck in my heart
and we can go anywhere
whatever the reason you are
so stuck in my heart
like counting a million stars
for that many reasons you are

You are……like a dream so deep inside of me

You are……the reason that I never sleep

You are……stuck in my heart

You are

Can’t you tell
you’ve been all over me like a spell
(I will never let you go, I will never let you go no, no)

Can’t you see
you’ve been changing the world around me
(I don’t wanna let you go, no I’ll never let you go no, no)

You are stuck in my heart
and we can go anywhere
whatever the reason you are
so stuck in my heart
like counting a million stars
for that many reasons you are

1st pic together

I didnt have a photograph of both of us together. But I was desperate to know how we would look like a couple together. So I made a collage of both are pics. And this is the image that I had created.

31st December 2007

There is one thing that engineering students have to sacrifice each year:  Celebrating New Year!!!!!!!!!

Each year Golopolu has these Semester end exams on 1st Jan!!!!!!!!!

I was just trying to recall what you did last year on 31st night…

I recall….. at 12 midnight… you were in a car with you best friend….stuck in a traffic jam!!!!!!!!!!!

I think the worst thing that happened post this mess was that i wasnt able to wish you at midnight!!!!!!

It was really a bad start to a new year!

I think until April, this year really was not all that great!

I just hope that this new year is better.

hugs kisses cuddles!

Merry Christmas

Every time there is any celebrations going on, i know both of us miss each other. And Christmas is one such time.

So i want to dedicate this song to you:

All I Want For Christmas Is You

I don’t want a lot for Christmas
There’s just one thing I need
I don’t care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is…
You

I don’t want a lot for Christmas
There’s just one thing I need
I don’t care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don’t need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won’t make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
You baby

I won’t ask for much this Christmas
I don’t even wish for snow
I’m just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won’t make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won’t even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeers click
‘Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
Ooh baby
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children’s
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won’t you bring me the one I really need
Won’t you please bring my baby to me…

Oh I don’t want a lot for Christmas
This is all I’m asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is…
You

All I want for Christmas is you… baby

My 1st song dedication

Nothings Gonna Change My Love for You

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They’ll take us where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don’t want to live without you
Chorus:
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I LOVE YOU
One thing you can be sure of
I’ll never ask for more than your love
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by know how much I LOVE YOU
The world may change my whole life thru but
NOTHING’S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I’ll be there for you
If you should need me
You don’t have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I’ll help you see forever too
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don’t want to live without you

~~~~ this song has been my favorite song since like i was in 6th grade or so….
and i dedicate it to u…..
Muahhh………………..

1st song dedication

This is the 1st song Golupolu dedicated to me.
Girl, you’re my angel, you’re my darling angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, you’re my angel, you’re my darling angel
Girl, you’re my friend when I’m in need, lady

Life is one big party when you’re still young
But who’s gonna have your back when it’s all done
It’s all good when you’re little, you have pure fun
Can’t be a fool, son, what about the long run
Looking back Shorty always mention
Said me not giving her much attention
She was there through my incarceration
I wanna show the nation my appreciation

Girl, you’re my angel, you’re my darling angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, you’re my angel, you’re my darling angel
Girl, you’re my friend when I’m in need, lady

You’re a queen and so you should be treated
Though you never get the lovin’ that you needed
Could have left, but I called and you heeded
Begged and I pleaded, mission completed
Mama said that I and I dissed the program
Not the type to mess around with her emotion
But the feeling that I have for you is so strong
Been together so long and this could never be wrong

Girl, you’re my angel, you’re my darling angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, you’re my angel, you’re my darling angel
Girl, you’re my friend when I’m in need, lady

Uh, uh
Girl, in spite of my behavior, said I’m your savior
(You must be sent from up above)
And you appear to me so tender, say girl I surrender
(Thanks for giving me your love)

Girl, in spite of my behavior, well, you are my savior
(You must be sent from up above)
And you appear to me so tender, well, girl I surrender
(Said thanks for giving me your love)

Now life is one big party when you’re still young
And who’s gonna have your back when it’s all done
It’s all good when you’re little, you have pure fun
Can’t be a fool, son, what about the long run
Looking back Shorty always mention
Said me not giving her much attention
She was there through my incarceration
I wanna show the nation my appreciation

Girl, you’re my angel, you’re my darling angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, you’re my angel, you’re my darling angel
Girl, you’re my friend when I’m in need, lady

Girl, you’re my angel, you’re my darling angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, you’re my angel, you’re my darling angel
Girl, you’re my friend when I’m in need, lady

That’s my cute Golupolu

The Photo that gave him the title: GOLUPOLU

His email read:

Golupolu: “I bet u wont like any of my pics still love
me ok!!!! its ok i guess u dont have interest in my
looks but still u have to see me throughout my life …
so …. deal with it”

I guess he ate all the chocolates i sent him…. his cheeks look so big and CUTE!

1st Month Anniversary Poem

This poem was our 1st month Anniversary poem

Sometimes, when i m really sleepy,

i still stay awake just cause i know someone has waited the entire day just to talk to me.

Sometimes, when i m all alone,

i think of someone and a smile enlightens my face and i giggle thinking of something funny i shared.

Sometimes, i happen to see a good looking guy,

but i dont give him a 2nd look, just cause i know i have someone in my life who’s much cuter.

Sometimes, i dont feel like studyin,

but i still do, cause i feel tht if someone studies for hours… i can study a few minutes.

Sometimes, i keep clicking my pics every now n thn

cause i know someone will b excited to see thm.

Sometimes, i cant control my tears,

just cause i know someone is in pain.

Sometimes, the only reason i get up in the morning is

cause i know there’s someone who will put me back to sleep after 20 hrs with his sweetest sexy voice.

Thanx for being tht someone in my life.